I have woke up finally

After hearing from what my sister had said.I am only 15 years old,you can't expect anything.What my sister said was right.I have to put down everything and start a new life.Even a 10 years relationship also break.Yeah so yah (:

Maybe as time pass by,i shall see whether i still love him anot.

It's very sad for me to make this kind of decision but seriously i can't take in anymore.I hate crying.That's so embarassing.Crying in school,void deck,infront of my friends and even at home infront of my mother.

Art exams are coming and i didn't do a single shit yet.My school's art teacher expectation is way too high.Actually the uglier i draw,she say my art is nice.The more effort i put in,she say not nice.Weird teacher maybe all artist are like that?They just behave way too different then normal human beings.

Apologise if i have offend any artist.

Exams are still alright.I still manage to cope well.Infact i was totally dissapointed in my EMATHS.I want to get "A(s)" for my maths.Yesterday paper was really a killer.I don't think i even can get a "Bs".

Oh i got confidence in my Chinese Compo because i wrote something ABIT sad.Hopefully the teacher is touched ok!

I can't wait to go out shopping with MY PRI SCHOOL FRIEND Vanessa!We stay like two blocks away and this year i didn't see till her yet.